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Begin with a Question

Begin with a question

By Marjorie Maddox

–poetry prompt, How to Write a Poem, Tania Runyan

But why? By dawn, the day already

brims with answers: Yes, you may question

the universe; no, God will not answer;

yes, a double negative could mean maybe

this strange world cowers inside another Yes—

or not. What a knot of not knowing creates our No’s,

 

affirmation its own negation of belief—“No,

I do believe your unbelief”—the tangles already

tugged and tied into a complicated Yes

that dons its technicolored coat of questions

drenched in sunrise. I am awash with hope. Maybe

that, too, shimmers more in the morning, the answers

 

lighting the air like leftover fireflies. But answer

me this before I leap too quickly back to my No:

Will the trill of this blue jay calm my Maybe’s

only until noon when the world’s news already—

more often than not—overtakes me with questioning

despair. I walk out into this morning of Yes

 

and breathe what I need of silence. You are the Yes

I want, the clear but not simple answer

to this moment, now, before this mind you created questions

the brightness of your burning bush, even as I know

too well the power of heat, my heart already

taking off its sandals of Maybe

 

to bow low this singed soul. It may be

this, too, is another form of Yes,

the step toward or away already

the movement of prayer that answers

that nightfall of what we cannot know,

that forest we cannot see amidst such branching questions.

 

“Who do you say that I am?” you question

and leave no/much room for tangled Maybe’s.

My feet and mind shift. “Be still and know. . . .”

This morning the lilies bloom “Yes!”

The newspaper’s other answers

merely crackle in the background, already

 

a No turned question,

already a Maybe

with Yes the answer.

Winner of America Magazine’s 2019 Foley Poetry Prize, Cornell University Sage Graduate Fellow (MFA), and Professor of English and Creative Writing at Lock Haven University, Marjorie Maddox has published 13 collections of poetry—including Transplant, Transport, Transubstantiation (Yellowglen Prize); True, False, None of the Above (Illumination Book Award Medalist); Local News from Someplace Else; Perpendicular As I (Sandstone Book Award), Begin with a Question (Paraclete Press, March 2022), and Heart Speaks, Is Spoken For—an ekphrastic collaboration with photographer Karen Elias—(Shanti Arts Publishing, March 2022); the short story collection What She Was Saying (Fomite); four children’s and YA books—including Inside Out: Poems on Writing and Reading Poems with Insider Exercises (Finalist Children’s Educational Category 2020 International Book Awards), and A Crossing of Zebras: Animal Packs in PoetryI’m Feeling Blue, Too! (a 2021 NCTE Notable Poetry Book)—Common Wealth: Contemporary Poets on Pennsylvania (co-editor); Presence: A Journal of Catholic Poetry (assistant editor); and 650 stories, essays, and poems in journals and anthologies. The recipient of numerous awards, she gives workshops and readings around the world. For more information, please see www.marjoriemaddox.com.

“Begin with a Question” previously appeared in Christianity and Literature and is forthcoming in Begin with a Question (Paraclete, March 2022). To pre-order the book, visit the publisher’s website here.