{"id":6491,"date":"2022-09-30T21:26:24","date_gmt":"2022-09-30T21:26:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/farefwd.com\/?p=6491"},"modified":"2022-11-05T16:06:27","modified_gmt":"2022-11-05T16:06:27","slug":"atelophobia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/farefwd.com\/index.php\/2022\/09\/30\/atelophobia\/","title":{"rendered":"atelophobia"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"6491\" class=\"elementor elementor-6491\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-78ea7ce4 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"78ea7ce4\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element 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ash, brushing the dust of sagely<br \/>presence, of failure as a friend,<br \/>a son. the bright sorrow is always<br \/>ringing, always ringing, and fading<br \/>into forgetting.<\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-2a1e0146 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"2a1e0146\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-23d36b83\" data-id=\"23d36b83\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap 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