{"id":2962,"date":"2021-03-31T15:16:38","date_gmt":"2021-03-31T15:16:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/farefwd.com\/?p=2962"},"modified":"2021-06-30T18:15:55","modified_gmt":"2021-06-30T18:15:55","slug":"jesus-at-the-gastroenterologist","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/farefwd.com\/index.php\/2021\/03\/31\/jesus-at-the-gastroenterologist\/","title":{"rendered":"jesus at the gastroenterologist"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"2962\" class=\"elementor elementor-2962\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-4a6828a3 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"4a6828a3\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 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enterologist<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-2584f2cb elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"2584f2cb\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-27cd8c4c\" data-id=\"27cd8c4c\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-a431d33 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default 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data-id=\"6316cf95\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4864e0fe elementor-drop-cap-yes elementor-drop-cap-view-default elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"4864e0fe\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;drop_cap&quot;:&quot;yes&quot;}\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><em>why do you think you\u2019re here?<\/em> \/ he asks \/ and you tell him \/ your body is folding \/ over itself like a piece of paper \/ stuck \/ in the crack of a wall \/ stuffed perhaps \/ in the crack of a dam \/ to block the tears that have not yet come \/ <em>you think your body is attacking you?<\/em> \/ no \/ your body is speaking \/ to you and you don\u2019t know \/ the language \/ you feel like someone else \/ has taken residence inside you \/ you would say you feel pregnant \/ but you know better \/ <em>your body is not your own?<\/em> \/ yes \/ you think he is hearing you now \/ and you lean closer \/ that he might better hear the body\u2019s whispering \/ betrayals \/ <em>do you exercise?<\/em> \/ yes \/ but your body isn\u2019t telling you to run \/ it\u2019s asking you to listen \/ here \/ you reach \/ to bring his hand to your stomach \/ there is a desert inside you \/ feeding off the salt in itself to make more \/ sand \/ his hands stay folded \/ in his lap \/ <em>the brain-gut connection<\/em> \/ he begins \/ which means \/ <em>it is all in your head<\/em> \/ a <span style=\"text-decoration: line-through;\">prophet<\/span> poet is never believed \/ in his hometown \/ there is a mother \/ of thousands inside you \/ you will need to learn to heal \/ yourself \/ to take the green \/ and fertile breath \/ blooming across your mouth \/ back into your lungs \/ you will need to learn \/ to kick 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