The Researcher's Dilemma
by Blake Kilgore
“A team at the University of Pittsburgh is working to connect prosthetic arms and legs with the nervous system to give patients a sense of touch.”
– NPR 6/8/22
People ask me what I do.
I tell them I labor to reconstruct
feelings of touch for the gathering wreck
of the maimed, who’ve lost limbs: fingers, hands,
toes, feet, arms and legs, any broken,
dismembered portion.
Admirers nod and bow, impressed.
I receive their kind regard, but ponder – how
long before some bankrolled hustler offers
the sensation of groping hips, smashing
skulls, gouging an enemy’s sockets?
How long before
my study becomes one more
progress turned product, another naive
wunderkind, born to heal, distorted and
sharpened to steal, burning spirit to harvest
material and crypto caches of
shadowy might.
Perhaps some lesser, but nobler
maker might wrangle up wonder-
fingers on the face of decades gone sons
kisses pressed into palms and flown into
shadows of longing that prowl every wound
in the hearts of each widow and orphan.
Photo by Gabriel Jimenez on Unsplash
Blake Kilgore is the author of Leviathan (2021), a collection of poems. A wanderer, he’s from the South and Midwest and now the Northeast. Blake used to be a preacher but walked away to find his faith. He’s been winding his way back now, and love of his wife and four sons is a balm. A junior high basketball coach and teacher, Blake is also refreshed by the idealism of his young students. His writing has appeared in Barely South Review, BULL, Lunch Ticket, and other fine journals.