Begin with a question
By Marjorie Maddox
–poetry prompt, How to Write a Poem, Tania Runyan
But why? By dawn, the day already
brims with answers: Yes, you may question
the universe; no, God will not answer;
yes, a double negative could mean maybe
this strange world cowers inside another Yes—
or not. What a knot of not knowing creates our No’s,
affirmation its own negation of belief—“No,
I do believe your unbelief”—the tangles already
tugged and tied into a complicated Yes
that dons its technicolored coat of questions
drenched in sunrise. I am awash with hope. Maybe
that, too, shimmers more in the morning, the answers
lighting the air like leftover fireflies. But answer
me this before I leap too quickly back to my No:
Will the trill of this blue jay calm my Maybe’s
only until noon when the world’s news already—
more often than not—overtakes me with questioning
despair. I walk out into this morning of Yes
and breathe what I need of silence. You are the Yes
I want, the clear but not simple answer
to this moment, now, before this mind you created questions
the brightness of your burning bush, even as I know
too well the power of heat, my heart already
taking off its sandals of Maybe
to bow low this singed soul. It may be
this, too, is another form of Yes,
the step toward or away already
the movement of prayer that answers
that nightfall of what we cannot know,
that forest we cannot see amidst such branching questions.
“Who do you say that I am?” you question
and leave no/much room for tangled Maybe’s.
My feet and mind shift. “Be still and know. . . .”
This morning the lilies bloom “Yes!”
The newspaper’s other answers
merely crackle in the background, already
a No turned question,
already a Maybe
with Yes the answer.
Winner of America Magazine’s 2019 Foley Poetry Prize, Cornell University Sage Graduate Fellow (MFA), and Professor of English and Creative Writing at Lock Haven University, Marjorie Maddox has published 13 collections of poetry—including Transplant, Transport, Transubstantiation (Yellowglen Prize); True, False, None of the Above (Illumination Book Award Medalist); Local News from Someplace Else; Perpendicular As I (Sandstone Book Award), Begin with a Question (Paraclete Press, March 2022), and Heart Speaks, Is Spoken For—an ekphrastic collaboration with photographer Karen Elias—(Shanti Arts Publishing, March 2022); the short story collection What She Was Saying (Fomite); four children’s and YA books—including Inside Out: Poems on Writing and Reading Poems with Insider Exercises (Finalist Children’s Educational Category 2020 International Book Awards), and A Crossing of Zebras: Animal Packs in Poetry; I’m Feeling Blue, Too! (a 2021 NCTE Notable Poetry Book)—Common Wealth: Contemporary Poets on Pennsylvania (co-editor); Pres
“Begin with a Question” previously appeared in Christianity and Literature and is forthcoming in Begin with a Question (Paraclete, March 2022). To pre-order the book, visit the publisher’s website here.